Fuck It All

Fuck it all

Fuck it again

I tried to fuck her, she wouldn’t have it

I could’ve taken it, but that just doesn’t get me off.

So I drank in the park until it was time to

I got a ride back from a nigger and a spick

They thought it was funny as fuck.

A white boy in a truck.

Chase the dragon with a demon of noise.

A beer and a brutality.

She thinks I’m cute, so I drink in a park with her.

I’ll fuck her in her house, once, maybe twice, but I leave when we are done.

My best friend doesn’t know what to do with me, so he stays at home and studies and paints.

Your best friend has his kids and his wife.

What do we do, to kill the pain, to kill the brain…

I listen to the screamers, when all I want is the pain.

The regret.

Work and school and family and everyone wants something from me…

Kill them all.

Kill the rich, and kill the cops and kill the bosses till there’s no one left to kill

Can I get a witness?

What more do you want from me?  I’m just a fuck up who’s too smart for his own good.  My father says I am my own worst enemy and I hate the fact that he’s right.  I didn’t talk to him for a decade because he was right, and I don’t know why I do it now.  You all want me to be something but I don’t know how to be anything but the fuck up that I am so fuck you…

What do you want?  I just want to fuck this girl, there isn’t anything more interesting right now and I don’t care about tomorrow…